Wat's tt!?!

alright, currently i'm having tt reminiscent feeling about my sec skl once again. eew! wat's tt!?!

i'm not sure wat kind of symptom it is, not sure wat kind of syndrome it is called.
but it might be linked to memories and nostalgia?
nostalgia. sounds lyk sth to do wif the nose.
Indeed, it is somewhat a kind of constructed illness. Wat we refer to, for instance, anorexia, anaemia etc.
i might try to find another word, other than 'nostalgia'. Yet again, nostalgia seems to be a curve. Intruding into someone's privacy, conquering space. Then, moving into another dimension, pretending to have it's own attained space when it's still the 'guest'. After which, nostalgia begins to lose interest and fades away to other memories. Sticking lyk gum to other ones. Abandoning this. The gum i mentioned earlier, might be a form of nose dirt.
awy, i see the sky once again. This time, i wonder if nostalgia is acting up again. It could well be taken in from the birds flying by wat-used-to-be my sec skl. I call it wat-used-to-be becos at tt time, there are pple who have stacked up a high heap of good memories which i will nv remove. They are not there now. Moved on.
I stand once again, on the highest level. I dun mention the level. The highest level where my class used to be situated at. Outside the class. The birds coming in once again in a V-shaped profile. Wings stretched. I look at my skl from this mirror. Nostalgia's.