SuddenLy I seE

Saturday, October 22, 2005

It's been years eva since i've logged in to this time-consuming website...for which i don't think anyone will be reading my blog cos i've not given my address out. hahaha!

Awy! i went out wif bestie no.1 a.k.a pork chop. it was so fun!didnt meet her for thousands of years. Last time i saw her was in march and tt's when we started to keep in touch only thru the little mobile phone. i totally can't recognise her...muz focus a bit more jus to CONFIRM tt it's her.Well, appearance changed slightly...ermmm. *'think again' look* hahaha! But she's still the same old slyvia i noe since we were so,so,very young.

Went to IMM and did some shopping with bestie, and had burger king breakfast. I couldn't finish the sandwich! how insulting is tt! *oh man!* Then we went on to do a little artwork wif some kids. hahaha! well, there's jus some natural talent inside me. hehehe!We talked a lot abt our sec skl and how some moved on and didnt turn back,while some met other difficulties but tried to overcome it.The different walks of life i guess... sometimes we jus look pass it but when we come back to find it, it becomes yet a fascinating subject.

The little kids are so cute!one little girl came up to me and said tt my painting's nice! she's so sweet!how great is tt man!hahaha! like i said,natural talent is inevitable.ahaha!
awy!the way back home was jus as enjoyable..I'm so gg to meet up wif tt pig again!


Got lotsa stuff to do.
PW is so frustrating..really hope tt it'll be over soon enuff. It's jus a matter of weeks i guess.

Friday, October 14, 2005

dramafest was so fun!!i totally totally enjoyed the whole thing!my character's the 'eeeee' gal...cos the play was abt lesbianism and i'm representing society.So in society's point of view...I had to discriminate the couple. I went around 'eeeee-ing' at them.Tt's my pet phrase in the whole play. yay! at least hong yue won a best actress award! she's really fabulous!yay!!
awy, I saw him once again and he asked me how's my feelings at tt point in time. I wanted to tell him tt I'm not so nervous and stuff but ended up not talkg to him much. How guilty can I be!?! now, I'm feeling so weird cos i jus skipped past a whole opportunity. but I also felt a tinge of something when he took a picture with the fellow girl who's supposed to be working wif him. Well, I'm so confused now.Sometimes it's so hard to describe the feeling inside...it's like I miss him every second, minute and day. Think of him and wonder if he noes...but I'll jus have to try to forget him. So weird. hahaha!



Lyrics to Atomic Kitten

Let all your emotions run free..with someone like me
tt's the way it should be, with someone like me

Sunday, October 09, 2005

I had lotsa fun today! Went to church in the morning and met my aunt! Had a totally gr8 time wif her! there's a feast day...so I sort of turned into a glutton and ate my fill.From rojak to mee siam. hahaha! went shopping after the feast day (which is sort of food and funfair style). Bought lotsa stuff too!At least i dun feel so bored today...as compared to yesterday. hahaha! and then I went jogging.Very nice!I loved it!


Here's part of a song from Atomic Kitten

I've been looking and searching baby for the one who'll be true.
And i thot tt i've found him my boy..but now i noe its not u
Cos u can see me running but u're standing still
u dun believe its coming but u noe tt it will

so baby see ya, alright
i wouldn't wanna be ya tonight
let me make it clear, alright
u're not the one for me

Saturday, October 08, 2005

I'm feeling so bored..!!! bestie no.1 has a class outing so she can't go out wif me. She has not been gg out wif me eva since we went to diff skls. I miss her so!!! and there's the Bestie no.2 who is gg to SPCA to do some volunteer work wif his frens fr skl. I wanted to go too! but I jus get so freaked out by the dogs and cats when they come near me,though they're extremely cute from afar! ok...a bit of a contradiction.hahahha!

I'm not gg out cos I'm pure lazy. hahaha!the thing is ..there's someone who jus keeps popping up in my mind now and then,at intervals of a few minutes. I guess he muz be enjoying the company of some girls now. So freaky. hahaha! next time when I'm less lazy I'll write a poem on it. Currently no inspiration for me..and I'm called crazy too...*cries and sobs. hehe!as if i'll cry lyk tt. but awy..I'll jus read a book or sth..wat a day! tmr will be better...cos there's lotsa activities gg on.Yay!


P.S.: every part of the song's lyrics tt I post has a meaning to what I'm thinking...

Here's a part of the song from Michelle Branch

Sometimes I imagine a world without you
All these times I'm jus so happy that I eva found you
it's a complicated thing
tt u live inside my head...

I noe in the end you'll nv leave me...





Friday, October 07, 2005

Alright! my first post on this blog...so exciting! hahah! I'll put up the lyrics to one of my favourite songs, set a new beginning...

Her face is a map of the world Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me (2x)

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on a wire

Chorus

Suddenly I see
And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower She got the power to be The power to give The power to see Suddenly I see